The drop in the Prozac hit me hard this weekend. I found myself with overwhelming bursts of feelings, rather than just an emotional reaction to a situation. In particular, I found myself angry, but not at any specific target. It’s like a bunch of feelings were bottled up and the cork just popped.
I’m glad that I don’t have to put on a show at the moment to convince people that everything is fine. My emotions are messy right now, but I need them to be. I need to experience authentic feelings and relearn how to work through them. It’s not fun, but it has to be done.